So, yeah, with zero recollection of what Mal did, and given that nobody told him what happened while he was out, Feral has got to be so confused & hurt right now. It’s like “Hey, why’re you throwing rocks? What’s wrong with you, that’s not cool? Hurt you…wha?” :’-(
How will he convey these feels? THE FEELS MUST BE CONVEYED!
This page turned out so dynamic and beautiful! I especially love that first panel: everything about the “swoosh” of the rock and Feral’s hair as he dodges it just works nicely.
Feral’s face in the last panel makes my heart tighten, though… ;n; This little scene hearkens back to that time he choked Meela at the inn! I like that parallel a lot.
i think you may have forgotten to draw the eye on his hand in all the panels where it should be showing. just saying :/ Otherwise, awesome page, I can’t wait to see what happens next!
At least we know it wasnt his intention now. Yes, Feral, dont make that “how could you think that horrible of me” face – it really looked like you were going to hurt her just few moments ago.
You know, ever since that page of the last chapter (p. 357) where Feral gets upset and then runs away when Meela’s demon-side is uncovered to him, I’ve been wondering whether Holland (and Jyaku, and many readers here) hasn’t misinterpreted Feral’s reaction.
Sure, Feral is upset, that’s plain to see, but he could be just as upset about having been kept in the dark, rather than about the fact that Meela is a half-demon. And perhaps his parting sneer in that page was more meant for Holland shouting after him how he could think of Meela as a bad demon to be killed. Maybe, Feral’s sneer was the reaction to that shout, as in “I can’t believe you think I would kill her for that.”
Really, I think all Feral wants and has wanted ever since p. 357 when he ran off, was to get an explanation from Meela and convince her to come back. Of course, he has no clue what happened between her and Malkar, and worse, he has no clue about his involvement in the murder of her family. That conversation is going to be awkward to say the least.
I agree, that conversation IS going to be awkward. Especially since only Meela can talk. It’s gonna be difficult to convey his feelings without scaring her, or giving her another chance to bolt.
But honestly, with what they’ve been through, and how close they’ve gotten- he isn’t going to hurt her. Not intentionally. He wants an explanation, he wants to be told from her what she is. And he wants to protect her, you can see it in the way he grabs her; he took the backpack so nothing inside would break or hurt her back if she pinned it between her and the tree, and he grabbed the upper part of her arm, which is a bit sturdier than the forearm or elbow.
Meela, baby, he doesn’t want to hurt you. TT_TT
Yeah the only thing that scares me though is if they do in the end up hanging together, how could they live like that in the kind of world they live in. Eventually someone might send a mercenary to go after them you know? Only time will tell.
I have every movie ever created, *sits in corner* THE FEELS ARE TOO INTENSE!!!!!!!!! Feral is like ‘what? Hurt you? Why would I ever do that? What did Mal do!?’ *starts bawling* now wait a WHOLE WEEK! *munches on cookie*
I’ve got… um… anyone for pie? I have everything but funeral pie. Because that’s a travesty.
Who wants to bet that Feral’s gonna give Meela a hug and that everything will be okay and they’ll be a great big happy family and nothing bad will ever happen again and yay happiness and there will just be years worth of fluff updates that show happy family fun time?
Because that’s what I want.
Pie! *Steals pumpkin pie and covers it in whip cream*
Haha, I wish, but I doubt so. We still got a whole chapter left. We will be seeing another hurtful thing soon enough… Or this whole chapter will be about happiness! I hope for the latter.
Damn….poor Feral, he really need a big explanation there’s barely comunication between the members of the group. O.O omg look at her tail all puffed up, she clearly is terrified… feral’s face in the last pannel…is so full of shock, confusion and sadness, it’s like: What did I do? *He realizes* Oh no….
Personally I find it wrong. Him being 30, ya know?
Pedophilia is not okay.
Unless of course she were to wait until she was old enough to start thinking of Feral romantically. He as well. The sure. I guess. Kinda like that movie Memoirs of a Geisha. The main character does something like that. It’s a beautiful movie, also sad.
yeah he’s like 28/29 and she’s 12/13. a little too big of a gap really. Not all relationships have to be romance. I like a little strong sibling bonding ya know? ;)
Kittenlovenya
I only have a 14 year gap between my step mum and i and me and my dad its like over 20 years!!
135 thoughts on “Page 363”
das
…crying a little bit over here ;_;
Wolfiegal
His face last panel … Feral
6w3n
Oh, so not just me. Good.
Sitraxis
Oh, boy, it’s starting. ;___; I need tissue and popcorn!
TattyLunaWolf
*hands over tissue box* T.T them feels
Snowtail the Khajiit
I’ve got the popcorn.
Authoria
I got Feels
Ecci
Ditto
Varshee
Omph. Right in the feels. Especially Feral’s expression in that last panel. :(
Deathz
Ahhhh no not the hurt puppy eyes, I cant! ;A;
demonflames92
Holy shiz….poor Feral looks kinda hurt there. -cries-
White Rice
So, yeah, with zero recollection of what Mal did, and given that nobody told him what happened while he was out, Feral has got to be so confused & hurt right now. It’s like “Hey, why’re you throwing rocks? What’s wrong with you, that’s not cool? Hurt you…wha?” :’-(
How will he convey these feels? THE FEELS MUST BE CONVEYED!
Goldmare
Being mute must be especially frustrating right now, for sure. :'(
pheonixflyer13
Aw, just the look on Feral’s face…
someone
Ya, I would hate to be mute in ferals position
MysteryGal790
He must also be wondering what Mal said/did to her to make her think that about him.
Oh Dear
Tears ;^;
lauren
Bless feral. He looks so hurt and confused at the fact she thinks he’ll hurt her when he’s like “hurt you? Why would i do a thing like that for?”
White Tiger
*Hugs Feral* Noooo Mela, it’s not his fault!!
Coolcat
Then Feral looks at you all weird.
White Tiger
Totally worth it to hug Feral :P
Junryou
This page turned out so dynamic and beautiful! I especially love that first panel: everything about the “swoosh” of the rock and Feral’s hair as he dodges it just works nicely.
Feral’s face in the last panel makes my heart tighten, though… ;n; This little scene hearkens back to that time he choked Meela at the inn! I like that parallel a lot.
IrondragonMetals
i think you may have forgotten to draw the eye on his hand in all the panels where it should be showing. just saying :/ Otherwise, awesome page, I can’t wait to see what happens next!
Celesse
I did. I’ll fix it soon!
Naty
At least we know it wasnt his intention now. Yes, Feral, dont make that “how could you think that horrible of me” face – it really looked like you were going to hurt her just few moments ago.
Cadevan
Poor Feral :(
Shiala
I smell a giant hug on the next page to show her he doesn’t want to hurt her = w=
Yami
i hope so!
Lleyn
You know, ever since that page of the last chapter (p. 357) where Feral gets upset and then runs away when Meela’s demon-side is uncovered to him, I’ve been wondering whether Holland (and Jyaku, and many readers here) hasn’t misinterpreted Feral’s reaction.
Sure, Feral is upset, that’s plain to see, but he could be just as upset about having been kept in the dark, rather than about the fact that Meela is a half-demon. And perhaps his parting sneer in that page was more meant for Holland shouting after him how he could think of Meela as a bad demon to be killed. Maybe, Feral’s sneer was the reaction to that shout, as in “I can’t believe you think I would kill her for that.”
Really, I think all Feral wants and has wanted ever since p. 357 when he ran off, was to get an explanation from Meela and convince her to come back. Of course, he has no clue what happened between her and Malkar, and worse, he has no clue about his involvement in the murder of her family. That conversation is going to be awkward to say the least.
Snowtail the Khajiit
I agree, that conversation IS going to be awkward. Especially since only Meela can talk. It’s gonna be difficult to convey his feelings without scaring her, or giving her another chance to bolt.
But honestly, with what they’ve been through, and how close they’ve gotten- he isn’t going to hurt her. Not intentionally. He wants an explanation, he wants to be told from her what she is. And he wants to protect her, you can see it in the way he grabs her; he took the backpack so nothing inside would break or hurt her back if she pinned it between her and the tree, and he grabbed the upper part of her arm, which is a bit sturdier than the forearm or elbow.
Meela, baby, he doesn’t want to hurt you. TT_TT
Sofy
Yeah the only thing that scares me though is if they do in the end up hanging together, how could they live like that in the kind of world they live in. Eventually someone might send a mercenary to go after them you know? Only time will tell.
yeho
why meela, why
Yami
right in the feels ;__;
HeyFerret
Another beautiful page *sniffles*.
Antivitas
I’ll just be in the ACF with tons of pop tarts and a TV with Netflix.
Fuschia
*Joins you* No tackle-hug, but it’s still amazing! And, I bring freshly baked cookies, right out of the oven! *Holds cookies out*
Go Meela
I have every movie ever created, *sits in corner* THE FEELS ARE TOO INTENSE!!!!!!!!! Feral is like ‘what? Hurt you? Why would I ever do that? What did Mal do!?’ *starts bawling* now wait a WHOLE WEEK! *munches on cookie*
Flames
・゜・(つД｀)・゜・
Just going to steal some tissues from y’all.
Horselover
*brings so many tissues*
Cared
i’ve got brownies.
Nishikikouji
I’ve got… um… anyone for pie? I have everything but funeral pie. Because that’s a travesty.
Who wants to bet that Feral’s gonna give Meela a hug and that everything will be okay and they’ll be a great big happy family and nothing bad will ever happen again and yay happiness and there will just be years worth of fluff updates that show happy family fun time?
Because that’s what I want.
Fuschia
Pie! *Steals pumpkin pie and covers it in whip cream*
Haha, I wish, but I doubt so. We still got a whole chapter left. We will be seeing another hurtful thing soon enough… Or this whole chapter will be about happiness! I hope for the latter.
miyu713
Hello corner, I’m new here. *waves*
Pixlion
Well, he does have a rough way to stop her from leaving, pushing her against the tree. But that face in the last panel ;A;
Rui
probably because it was the only way to get her to stop struggling TT___TT
Nafsi-chan
Oh my Gosh, THE FEELS!!!
Legend-Cow
The look of hurt in his eyes just kills me
Lina
I’m 30 years old and those last two panels made me tear up.
Nikary
Poor Feral ( if only he could talk…
Eternal
Oh my oh my Feral ;w;.. It’s too sad.
DozerTheDozerian
Now Feral’s realised that he missed a lot of life thanks to Mal…
Tybel
Damn….poor Feral, he really need a big explanation there’s barely comunication between the members of the group. O.O omg look at her tail all puffed up, she clearly is terrified… feral’s face in the last pannel…is so full of shock, confusion and sadness, it’s like: What did I do? *He realizes* Oh no….
Lady Courage
oh my GOSH. Don’t make me cry!!!! ugh too late… But I love how this literally didn’t even cross his mind. He’s so shocked.
Dragon
Nooo. :( My eyes teared up, literally. Thanks for the feels guys! But really D:
mykiwi3703
*hyperventilating* I JUST CAN’T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THE FEELS!!!!!!!!!
Blue-Starr
THERE HAD BETTER BE A HUG ON THE NEXT PAGE OR I SWEAR TO GOD THESE FEELS WILL KILL ME
emireled fox
Omg I’m so scared! (╥╯﹏╰╥) Goes to corner with fuzzy blankets and pillows, I have some fudge brownys too…
Aneko
Okay, Feral, now HUG HER!
LillyNightingale
Q~Q waaaaaa. I can’t hold all these feels. His face~
LillyNightingale
Hug her Feral~!
fangirling
*sniff
WHO PUT THESE ONIONS HERE?!?!?!
DJ Pon-3
oh gosh, i ship it
Feral x Meela, who’s with me?
Mistress Honey
Personally I find it wrong. Him being 30, ya know?
Pedophilia is not okay.
Unless of course she were to wait until she was old enough to start thinking of Feral romantically. He as well. The sure. I guess. Kinda like that movie Memoirs of a Geisha. The main character does something like that. It’s a beautiful movie, also sad.
Sofy
yeah he’s like 28/29 and she’s 12/13. a little too big of a gap really. Not all relationships have to be romance. I like a little strong sibling bonding ya know? ;)
Kittenlovenya
I only have a 14 year gap between my step mum and i and me and my dad its like over 20 years!!
DJ Pon-3
fine then, Feral is now officially an old woman
Maroon Caludin
Feral is just too cute. I always love his expressions.
I don’t think he was even intending to hurt her though, honestly. NOW HUG HER!
Pancakes
Isn’t that the shirt she made out of Feral’s clothes?
But gosh this page hits me right in the feels… ouch.
Rui
everything
about
this
page
HURTS
Flames
He looks so hurt at the idea that Meela thinks she would hurt him.
Just…＼（´Ｏ｀）／
Paine
Where’s the mark on his hand? Does it disappear if he’s not doing anything?
sumkid
I spotted that too.
Fuschia